family pictures : razilan-murni-ammar razi

gile lama tak tulis kat sini..been busy all these while, kiranya berpijak di bumi nyata la..my son dah 1 year old..and i dah pegi studio amik gambar family for the 1st time(at studio la!!)masa nak amik gmbar around 6.30 in the evening and tahap penat tapi kena maintain nak gmbar cantik nih..i pilih background, my son dah sibuk nak main2 ngan customer kat situ, exploring the shop, etc..then we've been called to the studio and the cameraman put mamak stall table (yang bleh lipat tu) so that my son bleh duduk atas tu.. aduh,,my son apa lagi, dah dapat duduk atas meja tu nak terjun la plak kan..ingat dia zero graviti kot..so ada la shot yang ada tangan my husband in order to rescue him from fall off the table.. shot memang psyco coz my son do not understand direction yet, so the cameraman ask opinion from second cameraman (kira yang ini experience sikit la)..so for family shot we act like we were walking at the wood.konon2nye la.. so anyhow since 22 july 2009 we visits the studio until now gmbar lom siap..lama gile..i've been waiting and u should wait too, coz i'll upload the pic of us in a short time.. till now, tata..

A story of my son and me - Part II

me and my son again..the story was back at January 15th until 20th, were he admitted again to DEMC due to bad cough.the nigth before ammar cannot sleep, (as well as his parents!)rejecting his milk and feel uneasy.. i cannot wait until the morning to meet paediatrician, worrying anything bad happens to ammar..soon after we met Dr Kosyi,he said ammar has to be admitted for at least 3 days.My day-1 was not so good, coz we shared a room, and the parents of ammar's neighbour was not considering the privacy of the room.accompany their 4-months baby, (which name accidentally same as Ammar)the parents, grandma and 3-years sister of the patient, slept at one room, sharing the room with us.imagine the room that can be filled with only a patient anb one of the guardian..nows turn up to canned sardines.. i hold my breathe everytime they make noise, coz they cannot control the voices and i barely lost my patience..Night of day-3, i insist my husband to move to single bedded-room to get some privacy, as ammar neb treatment was every 2 hours that made him fuss coz he cant sleep..not enough of that he also has to go for physio treatment twice a day to suck his flam..i personnally felt pity for my son, as he had to experience such pain.. day-4 the neb tratment starts every 3 hours so i knew ammar is getting ok..with the drip at his hand he really survived until at last at day-5, Dr.Kosyi gave us permission to discharged.. drip at his hand. my experienced in ward taking care of my little ammar was so eye-opening..the hospital bill was quite a number..and i tell u, it wasnt cheap..what matters to me the most is my family..and the only thing that made me strong is to be brave and always think positive way,besides pray hard to Allah..

Guide to write

Saya terpanggil meminjam hasil tulisan Roosfa Hashim,pensyarah Pusat Pengajian Umum,UKM dlm Mingguan Malaysia,25 Jan 2009. "melahirkan bloggers bertanggungjawab".Mengambil apa yang saya rasakan penting untuk dikongsi dan difikirkan 1- blog bukanlah sentiasa tepat dan berwibawa,mereka menulis semua isu dan menyebarkannya mengikut hati mereka sendiri. 2- bloggers yang bertanggungjawab patut sedar yang mereka menulis kepada masyarakat terbuka,maka mereka wajib beretika kepada pembaca dan masyarakat yang menjadi bahan tulisan mereka. 3- menjadi bloggers memerlukan disiplin yang tinggi.Bloggers yang beretika menulis secara berterusan dan tetap,bukan muncul sekali sekala. 4- Bloggers yang beretika mestilah aktif dalam masyarakat bloggers dgn mengunjungi dan menulis kepada blog lain,bukan terperap dalam blog sendiri dgn hanya mengharap orang lain membaca blognya. 5- seorang blogger tidak wajar menghalang capaian orang lain ke blognya,aga lagi memadam mana2 bahagian dalam komentar yang tidak disukainya. .

Curiousity

I was called to write about this,because this made us human.With curiousity,people go to the moon,underwater sea,volcanos,etc. Dealing with curiousity proof us a human,be able to proof what we curious the most,about anything that flops in mind.It is good to have some curiousity so that we are responsible to our environment and to people around us. But unable to deal with curiousity might hurt us one day coz we might not know what we might found out.Maybe it will hurt our feeling becouse of our curiousity.We might talk to ourselves,"why on earth i've been so busy body to know everything from A to Z" Curiousity can be ended with a broken heart,lost of trusts,rage in heart and so much more sad feeling that we could never imagine.So we have to try to deal wisely with our curiousity. They said "curiousity kills the cat" .

A lifetime job

I'm staring at my son sleeps soundly (at last!) while my ears captured nurses talking to each other..*sounds familiar huh* yeah i'm in ward (again!).Straight to the point..Do we as mom,realise that we have a job and no matter we hate it so much,we cannot quit? Yeah..We have kids and it getting quite a number after a white..And dealing with kids was never easy..From get pass through 9 months of pregnancy period.Lucky for those who never experienced morning sickness,strechmarks,huge appetites,etc.. Then bringing up the baby to theworld..Lucky again for those who easily deliver at labour room,with minor complications and discharged after 1 day(what?She really is so lucky!) Raising up kids also a handful..Its quite a long list if i write about it here..*sigh* Well,i'm not complaining..But somehow i wonder.We called our mom asking how to cook fish curry.Asking for her if she can watch out for our kids while we out for work..And lotsa help she offer us just to enlight the burden we suffer.. Didn't i tell u earlier being a mom is a lifetime job? Thank u mother..

Please re-think of it

Its been a week since ammar admitted to ward,n my world rests at working place,home and DEMC..During my frequent visits to DEMC (and other clinics too!),i spotted habits that people not realised doing it: 1-people take health for granted its sound pretty sarcastic but its true.Me myself won't be bother with dust until ammar diagnosed with asthma..Of course we live in freedom when we are well..But its more than that..For example,there's simple medical checking offered to test blood pressure,body weight but we wont be bother until we reached 60 i think.Sometimes i think God become angry coz we were not thankful to Him! . 2-Do you simply kiss a stranger?? What i mean here is not liplocking but cheek-kissing. Of corse,i am not talking about the parents (it's not a suitable place either)....Its about the parents who irresponsibly letting his/her child near to babies and kissed them.Dont get me wrong,i know the parents try to show the childrens good value to care to people but don't we re-think kissing a stranger at clinic can transfer the desease to/from the baby to children and vice versa..? I write from experience so please,mom and dad..Watch out for your children at clinic,do not let them near/kissed the baby just because babies are so adorable.. ..

A story of my son and me

Date:January 4,10 pm Venue:3rd floor,DEMC. Occasion:occasion?*silly me*my son had bad cough! Well here i am,spending 2 nite sharing bed with ammar.The story started last week,when he had flu and cough continuously ..Afraid the desease turns something nasty,my husband n i took him to hospital.Given cough,flu n fever syrup,the cough wont stop n we took him to paediatrician. My son had been diagnose for tendency of asthma, n he has to stay in ward for weezing treatment..Every 2 hrs. I spent saturday afternoon till monday afternoon at ward 314 taking care of my little one having his weezing treatment.. dont get me wrong, i am far from crying.. He was a brave little boy,staying calm during the treatment process..Thank god he's not crying so i dont see him suffer (well its not painful,but still he's only 5 and half months and i am his mom!).. After been discharged from ward the paed(named Dr.Kosyi) advise us to eliminate all soft toys,fluffy mattress n all stuff contribute to dust n mites.Its can be done but Malaysia's climate is not so helping us in doing this effort *sigh* Moreover,Dr kosyi advise us to take him to do weezing again as outpatient 6 hrs a day..Gosh.. I think its never end

Goodbye 2008,hello 2009

Its 530 pm n i still at my office,staring at computer screen..Just now one of my collegue ask me,"where u up to tonite for celebration.?"*sigh* i'm too lazy for nite's out.. Well i guess i had enough..Spending every new years eve with my friends..I had lotsa fun every night,with new resolutinn waiting to be achieve for next 365 days ahead.. I can see myself celebrating new year's eve by laying on my couch watching csi,coz tonite is wednesday nite,next to my husband n my baby boy sleeps soundly nearby coz of his flu.. Happy new year to myself!